Page 237 – Chaos is a Ladder

Life has been ridiculously chaotic lately. Seismic shifts in day job stuff plus a move have led to me neglecting everything (haven’t even been zoning out on Facebook, that’s how busy and stressful things have been).   Except finally watching all of Game of Thrones.  I did kind of do that in between all the stressors.  Hehehe.

Release date on Servants of the Source has been pushed back because of day job stuff.   Will keep you all updated.

But I still find myself growing as a person, and out of all this chaos comes more opportunities.   Bear with me for another month or so… and then sit back with me and relish in the fruits of the summer’s labors.  <3

Page 211: New Website, New Life

Hello, everyone!  You might have noticed that we are here at my new website!

There is a lot to tell since my last blog post.   Most exciting of all is that I have an official publishing credit to my name now!   My short story “An Issue of Blood”, a sort of prequel story set in my Soldaris universe, took third place in the 2017 Dragon Comet short story contest by Sibyl’s Scriptorium and was published in their anthology.  Volume 4 (2017) of Sibyl’s Scriptorium   I am, of course, really excited about this.  

Second piece of exciting news is that my health has improved to the point where I am able to do gainful employment again.  While I will lament the loss of my “excessive” writing time, the truth is that the stresses of being unemployed and sick were taking a toll on my ability to write anyway.  I imagine that having a day job again will help with the self-confidence and with idea generation.  It’s hard to get new ideas if you never leave the house or have no money to go out and have new experiences.

The third exciting thing?  I have a tentative release date in my head for my first novel.  It’s not going to  be Soldaris, as I thought it would be.  It’s from my Servants of the Source series, an urban fantasy romance series about a modern order of paladins.  I’ve enjoyed getting to know these characters and this world, and I think you all will as well.  As I get things like cover design and everything nailed down, I will have a better idea of the actual release date to announce it.  😀

Soldaris and Empress of Gold (my massive epic fantasy romance inspired by historical Korean dramas) are still in the works, but I’d feel wrong giving them to you before they were ready.  <3

I’m looking forward to some serious changes here on the blog, and I hope you are able to enjoy them as well.   Please don’t forget to sign up for my newsletter so you can keep in the know about news and when that release date gets announced!

Page One

Tomorrow is the first blank page of a 365 page book.  Write a good one.
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I saw one of those things on Facebook yesterday.  You know, the inspiring quote put over a lovely picture that can never be attributed to just one originator.   But this one caught my attention because 2016 was particularly rough to me in the second half. The biggest and worst thing to happen to me in 2016 was that my health got worse to the point where I lost my job in November.

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So that just happened.

So the good news first:  One of my stories managed to garner an honorable mention in the Writers of the Future contest!  I’m still super-excited about that, and I have one submitted for last quarter, and one I’m working on to get submitted for this current quarter.  I have a few other stories I’m working on for other anthologies as well.  I feel like I’m so very close to making that leap into published territory and I am stoked.

The not so great news:  I am out of school for the foreseeable future.  I don’t care to go into all the reasons.  They’re multiple and complex and y’all are no doubt tired of hearing me talk about my stupid health.

But what does this mean?  This means that since my last classes ended a week ago, I haven’t gone a single day without writing at least a thousand words or some sort of outlining/pre-writing activity.  It means that I’m deciding to take this as a sign from the Universe that I am supposed to be pursuing a different path than finishing my university education at this point in time.   It means, basically, that this is the time to push forward on writing and do awesome things.

Now that I have time to write without feeling guilty about what homework should be getting done… there are going to be a lot of awesome things ahead.

Keep me in your thoughts, and wish me luck.  (And of course, buy my books when they come out! :P)

Whee.

So I might actually pass this class, now that this has arrived on my doorstep.

See y’all in seven weeks, when lit theory is over.

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About Coffee

Life happens, especially with chronic illness, and I think we all understand that.  Today I just want to talk about writing, and some of how it works for me.

I’ve decided to give the Soldaris Saga a little bit of a break.  I was getting far too frustrated with it, and grumpy about having to set other ideas on the back burner because of it.  Yes, I know that’s not how editing and publishing deadlines work.  But since I don’t currently have an editor, a publisher, or a scheduled date of release, I thought it was time to give myself a break and let me feed my muse for a while.

I’ve got an awesome fantasy romance coming together, and an episodic KDrama-flavored story I want to start on Wattpad or something (yes, I’ll post details when I get it going, and yes, I will probably talk about the KDrama addiction in a later post),  and I’ve been posting Shadowfighter, and writing for class, and writing short stories to submit (including entering Writers of the Future two quarters in a row now), and meanwhile Soldaris continues to fix itself in the back of my head.

This is the hardest part of writing for me.  The being able to step back and let it go on its own.  For me, it’s like brewing coffee.  You add the coffee to the machine, which is the characters and the world-building, you add the water that makes it all work, which is the plot…  and then you sit back and let it percolate.  And eventually it all comes out through the filter of author’s vision and writing and editing, and you have your coffee.  But it doesn’t happen instantly, and if and when it does…. Well, there’s a reason instant coffee doesn’t sell well.  It’s because it’s just not as good as the brewed stuff.

So maybe I’ve been a little more delayed on my big projects than I might have liked.  But for now? It’s all still brewing while I work on the smaller stuff, and that’s okay.  🙂

Dear Characters

Dear Characters,

I’m sorry I’ve been neglecting you these past few months. I’ve had a lot of major life transitions this past year: got laid off, found a new job, moved to a new city, broke up for good with the love of my life-up-until-now, ventured unsucessfully into dating again, got promoted to another new job that had some really intense training, started school again, had a car die on me and got a new one, got bad news about my health and started making big lifestyle changes, and finally decided that rocking the single life is where it’s at. I’ve leveled up quite a bit as an adult.

But all these things, both the bad and the good, leave me feeling like I had to put my writing life on hold to manage them.  There’s a backlog of unpublished blog post drafts that I got ideas for and never finished.  A dearth of tweets and Facebook posts. That goal I had of getting published before LTUE 2016? Not going to happen in the next three weeks. The novel revisions and rewrites I was going to finish for the Soldaris Saga are still waiting to happen. And the first drafts of anything else were never even touched.

But.

The good news is, with the exception of possibly moving to a different apartment two blocks from my current residence in May, I think I’m done with the major life-stressing transitions for now.

What does this mean for us?  It means, dear characters, that I will be able to return to your worlds and devote more time to your stories.  It means that I can return to that part of me I’ve been missing where I sit and enjoy the magic of making you come alive from mere words, and the richness of environs beyond my mundane surroundings.

It might take me a while to get back into good habits, but the neglect ends here and now.  I’m coming home to you. Please wait for me.

Love,
Me

The only constant

It’s been said that the only constant is change.

This has been proven to me in ridiculously dramatic ways over the last six weeks, since just before LTUE.  (And yes, there will be a conference report coming, but I think I can be forgiven for being otherwise occupied the last three weeks.)

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The Year of Dreaming Bigger and Reaching Higher

I’ve been quiet for a while, at least on my blog.  I’m more active on Twitter and Facebook because they’re a much shorter format.  (And you can find both off to the right-hand side!)

But this past weekend I attended the Life, The Universe, and Everything writing symposium again.  Those of you that have followed me for a while know that this is one of the biggest highlights of my writing year.   I’m still processing it all.  But as always, I will have plenty to say about it once that processing is done.  🙂

But the biggest, best thing I got out of it this year is a renewed confidence in my talent, skill, and ability to be an up-and-coming professional.  And because of LTUE, I know what the theme for 2015 is meant to be.

2015 is the Year of Dreaming Bigger and Reaching Higher.

This year, I believe in me.  This year, I believe in taking everything that the previous years have given me, and applying it to making something incredible of my life.  This year is the one where I build the foundation that will allow me to quit my day job next year and write full time.  And this year is the one where my life finally becomes everything that I want it to be, not what everyone else around me says it should be.

Starting off a new year

Holiday hectic time is over.  This year I had my kids who live with my Ex during the school year visiting me, so if I’ve been quiet between that and the post-Nanowrimo de-stressing, I’m sure you can all understand.   🙂

But without any further ado, I’d like to say just one thing:  I have a very good feeling about 2015 and what it’s going to mean for my writing.

For a while there, I gave every year a theme.  “This is the Year of ____.”  I’ve had the year of awesome, the year of doing things, the year of self-discipline.  2014 passed without being labeled, for whatever reason, but I’m feeling like 2015 needs something.

2015 is the Year of Dreams.

This is the year where I finally get a story accepted to Sword and Sorceress (third time’s the charm, right?).  This is the year where I self-publish AND see decent sales.  This is the year that I manage to gain an agent and/or a publisher.  This is the year where I might actually get somewhere with Writers of the Future.  This is the year I apply for a dream job, not because I think I’ll be able to get it, but just to say that I’m chasing my dream. This is the year I go back to school to finish my degree–and it will finally be in creative writing instead of something “more practical”.

Above all, this is the year where I stop letting naysayers hold me back, including the biggest naysayer of them all: myself.  This is the year I let go of fear and just go for it.  Every opportunity, every chance will be taken.  This is the year I stop talking about following my dreams and actually do it instead.

Bear with me.  I think it’s going to be the craziest and most amazing year yet.